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Post by Forceuser on Dec 21, 2021 21:20:39 GMT
I've been trying to multi task lately. I realized when I do work on myself or let's call it the shadow work. I've put up many barriers in my life to go against my happiness. I realize I have held on to emotional streis emotional stress and pain and hurt anxiety Of not feeling loved or needed or wanted or any purpose in life. So my immediate goal to lose weigh. Has been put on hold until after the holidays. Because I set a bigger goal in front of it which is twhich is to change who I am from the inside out. Dropping Feeling all these pains and thoughts 24 hours A-day I am learning and taking the tools to let them go... Yet annoying whatever happens in other people's lives even myself what I do what I used to perceive as dogma as right or wrong is OK. And to let these fears melt away and to enjoy the here and now. And of course the greatest thing to learn is compassion and to love because because in life we are only driven by 2 things fear or love. I've been going through many other things at the same time but theri'm but they're too In depth to go over now. Once again I would like to think others for this platform That I can learn from others passions and hurts and Just enjoy the experience of being. And interreacting with other people.
As I'm fixing myself on the inside I am also redirecting my goals As far as work and financial goals. I will keep you up-to-date on that.
I would like to wish everyone a very happy holidays and a happy life.
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Post by VixensVengeance on Dec 23, 2021 20:21:19 GMT
A long time ago an ancient Master put three students to a test. He offered a great reward to any student who could fill a big bucket with water from the well. Filling a bucket with water sounded so simple that each student agreed. The Master gave each student their own bucket and set them on their task.
But there was a hidden condition. Each bucket had multiple holes in them. The students started filling the water with a smile of confidence and the strength of victory. However, each time they would take more water from the well to put in the bucket, it would have become empty of the previously filled water. They kept trying for hours but couldn't fill their buckets. The first student finally gave up in frustration and declared it was impossible to complete the task. The second and third students continued on.
The second student continued to persistently try to fill his bucket for many more hours. The second student never gave up but instead stubbornly and resolutely continued trying to fill the bucket despite the opposition of the holes that were continuing to empty it.
The third student saw this and decided to begin to find different ways to make the bucket full. He believed there was a solution and put in efforts to find that solution despite the opposition of the holes. He placed leaves at the bottom of the bucket before trying to fill it. That didn’t work. He then placed dirt at the bottom of the bucket, but the dirt washed away. Finally the student found sap from a tree and placed it at the bottom of the bucket. The water finally held and he was able to fill his bucket with water.
When the task was complete, the Master scolded the first student for giving up so easily. He also explained that the second student was doomed to failure because he insisted in stubbornly continuing to fill the bucket with illogical single-mindedness that gained him no progress. The Master then praised the third student for his determination, explaining that it was this student’s calmness, steadfastness and strength of mind that finally gave him the power to achieve victory and thus the reward was earned.
The Master then said to the third student, your reward shall be a day off from training with me. The third student considered this for a moment and then politely declined the reward, explaining that it was not time to enjoy this victory by resting but in redoubling his efforts to be twice as good tomorrow as he was today. The Master was pleased.
Right now you are this first student. You must learn to become the third student...
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Post by Forceuser on Dec 24, 2021 16:42:57 GMT
Thank you.
I was now thinking I will ask the other two students with our lefthand we can hold the bucket 🪣 and with our right hand we can take our fingers and plug the holes of the person next to us. And we can work together.
I know I have a lot to learn I will continue to learn from others everyday. I thank you for one more insight on how I am
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Post by Forceuser on Dec 25, 2021 23:40:48 GMT
Ok I will start from the beginning. I will reevaluate my goals and rewrite them.. It dose look like I gave up.. I will post in a few days. Is it OK to change my goals or should I stick to the first one
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Post by VixensVengeance on Dec 29, 2021 2:39:50 GMT
if you are dedicated to this new beginning I suggest you start at a new site I have been developing. it has a much greater refinement of the path here and also the added benefit of others that you can interact with. korribansith.jcink.net/index.php?if you chose not to undertake this that is fine as well, I will also still be here to mentor. thx
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Post by Forceuser on Dec 30, 2021 0:02:20 GMT
Sounds good thank you I will go and check it out
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