A testament to the unbalanced insanity of Kuria Kage

I am disgusted and cannot advocate for the safety or value of anything ran by vixen who is also known as Kyrin wild star. Nor can I advocate for a lot of sith anymore due to the fallacies and lack of proper approach to doing shadow work. as a professional holistic life coach who has been trained in this I speak from my own training, experience, passion for helping those heal that can also be backed up. this aspect has gone downhill which is saddening. It's why I left the sith as a whole and am retired. due to the beliefs, trauma, and current beliefs of said sith I've had the unfortunate opportunity to talk to I don't see it going anywhere under any Current leaders guidance. we need healthy, proper, and worthy people to lead this aspect. I stayed around making connections even earning my way back then left due to the rubbish I've seen. I hoped to find worthy people yet see none so far. none of this is worth my time anymore.

Attached is a file showing the proof of vixen one reason for her banning. trust me no one was ever jealous of the stalking, bullying, and harassment this woman ever did. 
my feedback for this aspect:
ya'll need to learn to stop worrying about keeping blackmail. your allowing your trauma to drive you still and while people can be horrible not everyone is like that. your very own standards, toxicity keep you in those self cycles because you surround yourselves with treacherous people nauticus. it's your very own fault and everyone can do/be better. don't insult another saying it's harrowing then whine when they do the same. you cannot abuse people and expect it not to come back around. you cannot not feel and act like you have tough/rubber skin. it's about feeling, making empowered choices and seeking better. trust me I know it may not feel like it but there are some amazing people out there but the sith are so stuck in their own bs, forumite games, and more. 

get out live life. seek ot better yourself. it doesn't come from shitting on others, and the harrowing process is all wrong. no one gets it anymore and while this is a no rules community you are all taking it way too far. in my academy the stuff my old mentor nauticus tolerated wouldn't be allowed in mine. ya'll continue to fail due to the flawed approach that I see no change in. while I appreciate nauticus I cannot stand by anyone who allows cronies in who are even affiliated with mortose. your opening yourselves up. none of you are able to lead because you lack the few things that is needed....it isn't about you. it's about the students and being truly healthy before you can even lead. none of you are with all due respect. grow up. 

the darkness called to me but I never wanted to lead. I saw the flaws, stagnation and wanted to create something better. I hoped it'd work but turns out no one wants to do the work. they wanna sit around arguing online going into toxic shit when tested. they wanna use fallacies and conflict to avoid responsibility. I've had my own fair share of mistakes and I own them. I work on them every day and have rules of engagement. I am actualizing my own goals, dreams, and making them a reality. what can you say for yourself....? vixen could barely walk a mile when they came to visit me....they got their teacher fired. disrespecting a black belt is dishonorable and then trying to lead when they barely have the fitness to do so is hilarious. 

on top of that you deny everything when we have proof. continue to deny all you want but no one abandoned you, anyone in their right mind who had healthy boundaries would've left. the only reason I gave you a shot was cause of Jonathan who was my friend at the time. get professional counseling. get a professional who knows how to do this. it isn't our responsibility to deal with everything as a leader, I encourage/demand my students get the help they need. I'm not here to coach you on your ptsd/you are still responsible for it. I have it too yet can feel triggered and continue on. it is with a lot of work that I can say I've gotten better, there is no problem with getting pro help. they cannot help if you aren't willing to do the work though. you are responsible for everything and while I have empathy I also don't deserve to be treated in such a way.

I have my limits and me walking away was the best thing I can do. know them. don't allow someone to cross them. if they don't respect it and say your a spoiled child or acting the victim trust me just walk away. they don't respect you or aren't ready to engage in a meaningful way. they got their own toxicity and it aint my job to coddle it or say it's okay or that I don't feel when I do. as I said I facepalm as the approach is majorly flawed that you guys have. I facepalm. I can trust some sith. i have found some amazing people. let that be proof that if you grew it'd change. but sith are easily addicted to their own cycles and are unable to the break them while the strong ones do. this separates the weak from the strong....learn from the strong. the whole idea that you need to betray another after they've taught you is also stupid.

let go of the cringy movie sith shit and get realistic or don't for all I care ^^ v says they are a victim of narcissists when in fact they more then likely are one. they show symptoms of it. I have had my fair share of gaslighting, manipulations and more. I've had it from other sith as well and I am done thinking they can grow. 

take what you will from it guys or don't. there is no future for this aspect. I think fa should retire it permanently and let it lay until the proper individuals can lead. nauticus keeping blackmail is shocking. you shouldn't lead as no one can trust you. I don't think you grew much and you encouraged students to do what thou wilt even going as far to hex to harm. I don't encourage students to do that and you failed my test. I will ban a student for that kinda shit and refuse to support them.  the fact that you wanted to even help me showed me from the start that you are just like mortose. I see that me coming and leaving was a sign from my higher self to leave. I have no idea who lotus is so no advice for him. anyone who was under mortose isn't worth learning from. even he lacks balance and has failed so many times now unable to separate the chaff from the strong. I don't teach the ones unready to do the work. he still has a long way to go. I am no longer an advocate or supporter of him. he's doxxed people and when people disagree a few of us disagree with him.

yet the majority agrees so it's gone on way to long without any checks for balance. I value righteousness even as a sith. I fear for this aspect. but vixen I am appalled by everything. I am appalled by mostly everyone.  that fight in me is gone cause it's not worth fighting for anymore. I'm out living my life and honestly feel happier. peace out ya'll. 

—anonymous
"Because he had a good chunk of the server agreeing with him. Ive seen what being a part of that does to someone. Pax was malicious. Azgorath, the "transphobe", was just asking if someone changed their name and tried to keep up with the name change, and Pax and others took it as transphobic."

I've talked to azgorath and while az is christian we enjoyed a debate about beliefs. we both had fun and azgorath has never taken it too far unlike Pax. you can feel upset yet you do not get to blackimail/dox which means to share personal name with malicious intent. *shrugs* someone asking a question isn't transphobic. asking is welcome from allies or people as one should clarify to keep up with things. I have friends who change their name too and have to ask them. they are happy to tell me and I'm always open/ happy to understand it more plus love hearing about the journey of personal evolution/self discovery. everyone's doing it for the wrong reasons. so many miscommunications happen due to the lack within this community. it results in a lot of unnecessary impact/stupid drama.

anynomous
"Az supposedly "crossed the line when he made a boundary after echo/selvir destroyed his server but according to the Inquisition az the one who made a boundary "crossed a line." when he banned them all from his new server over that and a few other instances. And then saw through an alt they made to get around it." 

my response is people can make boundaries and when you misuse that kind of power to destroy another server it's just childlike. I'd have banned you too and kept it. I also wouldn't have put them in power but hey that's just me. this is just another point about how stupid this aspect is and what it's become. all of ya'll are acting like children then whine when someone makes a choice that is good for them or their server. 

It's important To stay focused and have hope for the future